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Thursday, November 12, 2009
The weather cant be more humid than this. Cant believe Im perspiring even though Im at my favourite spot of my room doing my favourite thing on Earth - On my bed, facing the windows while fooling around with Audette, watching the favourite 7 guys of mine. With them, who will ever find a need for boyfriends! ^^V
Humans can be so complicated, am I right? Yes, of course Im right. I am too occupied with 2pm and work, so I dont really have time to mull over issues that are happening around me. If someone were to ask what was the most fruitful thing Ive done during this two week break, I'd definitely say that I found a side of me which is able to just remain in a shell and remain unperturbed by the surroundings, be it natural or man made. Ive learnt to accept that we can never be favourable to everyone. Izzat taught me that actually hahaha. But its true, I should just accept differences. If truth were to be told, I would rather admit that Im just too messed up to bother. You like me, I like you. You dislike me, I still like you. Things changed a lot after I found solace and comfort in 2pm. It was just like the enlightenment of God Char got when she was at her lowest back in Chung Cheng. But the difference is, she found comfort in Arashi while I am still rooting on tightly for 2pm. They taught me that having two personalities is definitely not a crime. I mean Im not a pseudo or something like that! hahahaaha, I just get more sensitive when the sky gets darker, thats all. You can count on me being gay when the sun rays are on my face.
Just because I rarely show my frail weak self, it surely doesnt mean that Im enjoying a whole lifetime worth of self declared liberty. We laugh, because we have to. Its weird, how people from so far away, whom I have 0% of getting close to them personally, can make me so happy. People can be so suffocating.
Just me, myself and I sounds perfect to me.
Of course, imperfections comes together with perfection, so Im back to square one.
I dont want to go to work tomorrow. Why do we have to work to get money! But there's something my Supervisor said today, which can be considered as a plus point for me to brag about. She said Im a fast typer and she's really really happy for me coz I can type 400 names, email adresses and nationality in just 3 hours! Considering the customer's ugly handwriting, you can just die trying to figure out what their names are, given that they are from everywhere on Earth.
So the little sister has joined us in the princess girls room. It seems that this bed can no longer be of service, seeing that Insyirah has just successfully rolled down from the bed with a thump. No, she is not sleeping with me. I think if she ever happen to sleep with me in the future, she willl end up getting kicked and punched or even hear me mutter nonsense in a new language at night. Not so healthy for a kid right?
Thats all for today.
Its already 2am.
zaman kentang gorengku
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I think Im such a boring blogger. None of my posts are accompanied by pictures. Most are just random ranting that comes into this random mind.
Oh btw I was late for work! Yay me. Though four hours of just typing and going through a hard time figuring out people's handwriting was sucha bore, it was easy money for me. I think this is the best job I ever had. Da lah gaji alright, dapat feeling kakak kakak opis lagi! hahahaha
On my way home, I bumped into my sec one ex. Big LOL, seriously. Or was it my sec two ex. Cant remember. I was hopping into bus 21 when I saw this familiar face staring back at me. It was after I settled down in my seat when I finally remember that dude was actually an ex lover. Ew, weird enough to label that title on him. HAHA! He called me after that (bila jumpa tak tau nk cakap! da turun baru nak call) and asked me how I was blablabla. Nah, it wasnt awkward or anything like that. It was just like two friends meeting up together, knowing that they once had feelings for each other. But it was weird seeing him again of course!
I am suddenly excited for December.
Listen to my heartbeat
Goooooood morning people. Its 1.33am right now and I wasnt really planning on blogging but I just feel like saying something right here right now. The only problem is - Everyone's sleeping. Hah hah hah. I am oddly behaving like as if Im not working tomorrow. And as my friends are more than aware of, I am someone who comes one hour after the time set for us to meet up. So, good luck to me tomorrow. If I happen to sleep and not hear my beloved f(x) screaming CHu~ at my ear, I will officially be late for work tomorrow.
I sound so old, whimping about work.
I should sleep. My knee problem acted up again, due to the excessive walking (which is the main reason why I hateee shopping) from walking too much for the past two days which was the best two days I had for the whole of my two week break. It was much better coz seven handsome guys came into my life out of the blue. I swear with these guys by my side, I wont ever find a need to get married hahahahahaha
I originally had a crazy idea to create a Vblog as an entry but that was just one of my very berangan idea because firstly, I might just be laughed at, considering that I am having a weird hairstyle that consists of a high bun that can be mistaken as a turban right now.
I am not excited to continue my usual mundane routine next week. Even if it means that I'll be meeting my friends again. The thought of 4 days left to school is just so -______-" Do you even get me hahaha I am talking rubbish and I shall just yap myself away coz Im too sleepy to think straight.
I should just go to sleep and be a good girl so I can wake up early for work tomorrow and get rid of my title as the Wonderful latecomer!